duermes
o mas bien
te vas quedando dormido
en el espacio escondido
que reservo para ti
alli atras en mis anhelos
mas retorcidos
mas sufridos
mas desesperados e imposibles
te adormeces, amor
mientras que yo hago
todo lo posible
por mantenerte despierto
en los sueños esta el olvido
en las tinieblas el adios
ojala seas el ulises de mi eros
y aunque duermas por un tiempo
regreses a mi conciente
a mi presente, a mi futuro, a mi lecho
a mi lado

i'd like to think that i'm untouchable.
unapproachable.
aloof.
distant.
a mystery.
not just any girl.
unreachable.

so then i could fool myself by thinking that's the reason why i seem to be alone.

i never would've guessed

¿nunca has tenido la necesidad de confesarte por completo en los labios de alguien? sobretodo si el confesionario tiene esa forma que te gusta y que descubres luego de haberla conocido (porque uno se fija en los labios de los demás cuando te fijas en quién es)
eso es sentir
eso es lo más cercano a salir volando por la ventana
lo más cercano a la felicidad que produce una muerte segura
-porque no le gusto, OSEA, se nota-

Ego, Rey de Pira

fiona meets alanis

so hows it that everyone tells me
i turn them around?
that i change them and make em
for the better...
what good is that when in the end
im the one left behind?

i didnt mean to make you a better man
so that another woman could have you
instead of me.
i dont understand how such a screwed up girl
can have that effect on a man.

i rather you'd stayed the same,
if that meant that i could keep you.
i spend my days wondering if you ever
think of me when you're with her,
or have you pushed me far back in your head?

is she emotionally stable,
or a complete mess like me?
does she make you shiver
the way that i did?
let me tell you boy, i havent forgotten the way
you looked at me back then...

now i dont mean to be
presumptious or mean
but baby, you arent rid of me
cause even if you've told yourself
that im over and forgotten
i know im still in you
and shes just a fucking fling

cancion que resume mi estado emocional de los ultimos 7 meses

Ive been a bad bad girl,
Ive been careless with a delicate man.
And its a sad sad world,
When a girl can break a boy
Just because she can.

Dont you tell me to deny it,
Ive done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins.
Ive come to you cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just dont know where I can begin.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love.

Heaven help me for the way I am.
Save me from these evil deeds.
Before I get them done.
I know tomorrow brings the consequence
At hand.
But I keep livin this day like
The next will never come.

Oh, help me, but dont tell me
To deny it.
Ive got to cleanse myself.
Of all these lies till Im good
Enough for him.
Ive got a lot to lose and im
Bettin high
So Im beggin you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love.

Let me know the way
Before theres hell to pay.
Give me room to lay the law and let me go.
Ive got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So, what would an angel say?
cause the devil wants to know.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love.

What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love.

Criminal

- Fiona Apple

donde quedo la sensualidad?

what a huge fucking disappointment...

One of your kind (titulo tentativo)

my father said to me one day
"daughter, you must be as normal as you can"
become the mass and ask no questions
just be a woman, property of a man

let's live life in a void, in a big black hole
let's just shuffle along hand in hand
drag me into the current to wash my soul

and i'll become one of my kind
but i'll become one of your kind

mother told me when i was young
that sex was a filthy thing
meant only to make more children to break
like horses in a fucked up ring

but guess what mommy dearest
i dont want to be like you
you know nothing of pleasure but plenty of lies

still i'll become one of your kind

father said to me one day, you must be as normal as you can
mother told me when i was young you dont know what you are
but guess what mom and dad
i dont want to be like you

you know nothing of pleasure but plenty of lies
still i'll become one of your kind

lyrics: Andrea V

music: Diego P.

el rey de pira espera a la dama condenada en el templo de la diosa del trueno

le prepara una mesa llena de manjares hechas por su mano

renueva el lecho secreto

lugar de delirios verdes y techo estrellado

y la dama condenada ya no tan condenada esta

pues se vuelve en la diosa, efimeramente y eternamente a la vez

grito al cielo #2

malditos sueños! DEJEN DE JODERME LAS NOCHES! dejen de hacerme ver cosas que ya no existen!

BASTA!

saltemos hacia el sol
quiero alcanzar esa luz crepuscular
la que me besa la piel con su suave susurro
quiero bailar en sus rayos
para llenarme el corazon con su calor incandescente

que el viento perfumado de verde
me enrede el cabello con rosas blancas
y asi sere una sirena, una ninfa, una semidiosa
y con mi canto te quedes para siempre

quiero volverme un dulce sueño...

poco a poco, me va ganando (la poesia).

estoy,
literalmente,
a dos horas de un abrazo
- o una hora a esta ahora-


a dos horas de fundar
la institucion de tus peldaños
en esa cima multicolor
que es tu sonrisa
y tu estremecimiento

todo crece y nace
en la pluralidad del eco de tu cuerpo
todo se pierde y desaparece
en la oscuridad del cuarto que es tu templo

Ego, Rey de Pira

catarsis

my favorite place in the whole wide world is blue with white dots and has your name on it. everything in existance seems to fade away, except that moment, that exact moment where time stops and i feel shielded from the thousand screaming voices in my head, each one saying a different thing. i see nothing but stars and a flash of light every now and then, and your face smiling at me... almost as if i were nothing like you'd ever seen.

we breathe in. we breathe out. there is warmth everywhere, in every single particle of me. we could be floating in the darkness, if i didn't know any better. i've got nothing left in me...

my favorite place in the whole wide world is blue with white dots, and i could stay there forever.